>> Enough!
Everything seems to be a blur. I’m a machine with no feelings. I don’t care, I don’t bother. Lodge me into a canon and blast me away to some far off land. I wish I could. The world is a strange, queer place filled with depressing creatures. The newspaper is full of negativity, the television is filled with carnage and suffering, people killing each other, violence, hatred, and recently status messages on my chat lists also depress me! I’ve cut down heavily and lost interest in the former two. The latter is not something that I will be able to get rid off very soon. It is rare to see a happy person. I cannot claim that I am the happiest person in the world, but I try to be. Well, atleast I try to keep the people around me happy.
It’s just all very boring, mechanical, repeated, overdone, trite, and hackneyed. In some ways, you could probably have a no worries attitude like the joker. That’s probably taking it to the extreme but you see what I mean. Stop cribbing about dumb things, thinking about depressing things about the past and taking ages to get over it. Looks like I’m vented out too much frustration today. I’m taking a chill pill now.
Hasta manana.
September 3, 2008 at 12:59 pm
all of us have been on the same boat at some point, havent we? there are plenty of thigns around you that can make u feel better. we just need to open our eyes a bit.
September 23, 2008 at 10:02 pm
Its good to express your thoughts off.,. Does some good for you.
November 15, 2008 at 2:31 pm
seems like the chill pill you took is having a deep impact on you..
get back to blogging soon…
November 15, 2008 at 6:18 pm
I can relate to it! The slightest thing puts me off these days that I find myself making an effort to be happy. Sad state, truly! Hope things improve for you!